I cannot count how many times I got a seriously ache like this. But I know that it was really hurt this time! All I want was lying on me bed and let my stomach relax. I staggered along with Tina, her warmly arm supporting me. Though I had no appetite at all, I forced myself to eat something, at the time of half past eight!! 

Crazy I worked, I was eager to have my supper till such very late time! I will not bear it and there will be no second time for me to destroy myself like this! Never!! Young we are, what should we seriously consider is our health! How dare these monster bosses force their employees to work so long without any care of their health! The only thing they really care is money only! Without regular rules, they work from morning till night. I cannot stay for this kind of life. I want to do my favorite, instead of leaded by anyone elses.

Choose my own, not by force!

Thank you my little worm!^^ Without you, I will not come back, maybe dying on the road is the most possible consequence.

Happy to be revival again!~ Cheers!!

It's still sunshine outside there. I am standing in front of  the window, staring at nothing and thinking nothing. My mind doesn't work at all, for some part of the reason of being tired. In the past week, I was like a little busy bee, 'flying' here and there, and my feet moving even faster! Nevertheless, to some degree, I had lost myself and even the most important thing is that I lost my mind, just kept on being busy! I know it's not good for me to have such a busy and non-spiritual life, but the fact is that as life is going on, sometimes there is indeed no time for me to think it over and to have a better solution. What can I do with that?!? There is always a saying of myself which is "I must have a better thinking of it!" It's a kind of appeasement and ease, but how long can I keep such circumstances without changing？

Life is long, for those who spend much more than half time on playing online games and living in an imaginary world. They are always wondering and wondering, flying in their daydream; they even don't know if they stop playing games and thinking, what should they do? Only left anxious! 

Life is short, for those people who keep on working hard and doing something meaningful; they are always full of energy, being optimistic and enthusiastic. Though time seems always too mean for them--for their big dream and long-term goal. Even in their dreaming, they are still working, pursuing their goal.

I prefer the latter. In another word, I am living in such kind of life. When I wrote on the former one, I even didn't know what to say! What a pity of that! I have no hostility of that kind of people, just sometimes I am a little bit jealous of them--their precious time... People should try different types of life, and they can gain more from them. I mean the various experiences, and ways of thinking.

Sometimes I live in a slow way, too. I travel slowly to pay every my attention on the creatures of nature. Not only use my eyes looking, my nose smelling, and my hands and feet touching them, but also my heart truly feeling them and my mind carefully remembering them. And finally when 'that day' comes, I can speak out the last words, that  I really enjoy my life, whether it's long or short! Without regret! Yes, it should be like that and it will be, I am sure! 

This semester, I have chosen Yoga lesson, realizing that the inner regulation of me is more scientific for regimen. There is no absolutely right and wrong, just suit yourself is ok.

Right now I heard a bad news that Phoenix Suns lost its last game today. As a fan of it, I am very miserable, but within more angry feelings agains Spurs! It's such a 'dirty' team though it has some sort of ability to win. If there was no bloody actions at all, who would laugh to the end will still be a big question!! It's obviously unfair this time, and that's why I am so annoyed! By the way, I have heard another news that if Suns lost its semi-champion games, the high management of Suns will do some actions--changing Stadermare to other teams! Though till now it's not confirmed, I am still worried, blessing such things will not happen at all!Please!!

It seem to me that there is no meaning to continue focusing on NBA, to see some ulgy dirty team! I am still full of anger and complaint!!

It's said that another cold air will arrive in Beijing later this evening! What terrible news to have such bad weather in May. It should be all shining there, and full of flower scents there! But the fact is so cruel! My beautiful May is gone...Wish it covers soon. Good luck!

同志们，你们可曾想过，当一个暖壶在你身边爆炸，那是什么感觉？每每打水时，只是听见过一个个暖壶在远处爆炸的闷响，偶尔也会去想：有一天这种事情会不会轮到我呢？坏了！不该有这种念头的！可不，今儿我就赶上了！在帮小武拿水壶回来的时候，她的壶底开了，整个壶胆倾泻入地，滚烫的开水溅了我一脚！顿感我的双脚滚烫外加撕心的疼！！我的娘啊！！幸好没被水壶碎片扎着，可是那也很疼啊！！顿时我成了赛欧楼间的焦点！“呦，壶炸了！”男生楼那边传来了唏嘘声；而女生楼下的情侣在搂抱同时也不忘向我送来同情的目光；楼上阳台上也有人张望。最可恶的是楼门口的收废品大妈和大叔们，没有露出关切的神情也就罢了，倒是盯着那个肇事暖壶贪婪了半天，且“很专业”的说了句“等热水渗下去再扫壶胆．．．暖壶外壳２毛钱”之类的无人情言论！！真是太．．．．．但我哪还顾得上那么多，先回宿舍要紧啊！我的脚已经由　火辣辣的疼转为疼得没有了知觉，呵，我苦笑．．小武儿搀扶着我亦步亦趋走回了宿舍，我一直跟她说没事没事，可是眼泪还是会不自觉地往下淌，不知道是疼得还是什么，进了宿舍我就完全崩溃了！敞开儿了哭啊闹啊！稀里哗啦的。

在此我要谢谢我的室友以及对门的室友，帮我忙前忙后：谢谢你们及时帮我打来了冷水让我敷脚、谢谢你们上网帮我查怎样救治、谢谢你们的花露水．．．谢谢你们，楠、轩儿、姗、虫儿，当然还有小武儿...的可爱多大家贴心的一面，让我很感动！~同窗三年，少了一分稚气，多的却是无尽的关怀。脚现在还是红红的，但同时心也是暖暖的

看来明天起只能慢慢挪步去上学了，先暂别我的大步流星...呵呵....

平安是福，平安是福....

今日起

削发 立志

 

To people who I care,

    My dears, please take care of yourselves!~ I didn't want to see any accidents happen. Never again. Head, blood, anything related to these, I wish I will never see these any more!! I am really sick!!

    Be safe! Be healthy! Be happy!

    The sincerest wishes to dear you!

                                                                                                         Alice

是夜，人已睡，四下裏一片靜謐！突然，電話響起，鈴鈴鈴，鈴鈴鈴，不斷的響着！我昏昏沉沉下了床抓起了電話——沒有説話，對方也沒有說，但電話那頭還是有聲音的，有點亂。就這樣，靜默着，我閉着眼睛站着睡，抓着話筒等聲音。等待得有些發毛了，而身上也感到了一絲冷意，于是我挂了電話。以最快的速度爬上床鑽進了暖暖的被窩……漸漸的，睡着了！但是，但是！！我也不知道過了多長時間電話又響了起來！！我不想聼！——就讓它響去吧！十多聲了，它還在執拗的響着！用被子把耳朵賭注，死死的死死的，但它還在響！——我快瘋了！莫非是非科學現象？將鮮有的爲數不多的兩三部鬼片兒記上心來，加之看的科幻書籍也躍入腦中，不會吧，真的不會吧……關鍵時刻蟲蟲出現了！她以她有史以來最快的速度下了床抓起電話勇敢地説道：“喂？你找誰？喂？……“接著又是靜默，還有等待，最後挂了電話。我竊竊得問了句“是誰“，她只答了句不知道便又睡去了……當然這次我們把電話拔掉了！

今兒中午，我們宿舍再次聊起了昨晚，我這才知道了當時蟲蟲說完話后對方並不是沒有聲音，“只能聽見電話被放下的聲音還有拖鞋走動的聲音“——引自蟲蟲的原話。我的腦中再次閃過非科學事件中的BT人物……

總之，想起昨晚就夠后怕的，爲了安全起見，今晚還得拔電話！嗯！

 

这是最后一次我游到这么晚

不玩了 该好好学习了 

恩 以后不这么晚睡了 好困呀

突然发现放假后老师们都变漂亮了

不知道Dear潘是不是更漂漂

吼吼 不多说了 流口水啦